Blessings Not Seen

Have you ever prayed for something, longed for something, hoped for something so much that you didn't even notice when you got it? Well, it's been a long time coming now but I think I finally get it.

There has been something I have wanted with my whole heart. At first I blamed others for not getting it. Then I thought that maybe I didn't get it because I didn't really deserve it. But now I realize that while it may not look like I thought it would, I have received the blessing I have been praying for. And no, I still don't deserve it. The limits that I sometimes feel are wrapped around this blessing constraining it are there only of my own making.

This probably makes no sense whatsoever to you. But to me and to my family it makes all the difference in the world!